I wish I had a bf im 18 and I've only had one and that relationship didn't even last long. Sometimes I get so agitated but you know I'm a virgin and I'm like maybe I should wait till I get a bf and not just give it to anyone but I'm at the point where I just don't give af you know lol. I'm not a self soother tho I feel like that is truly disgusting. I'm not judging anybody who is tho. This has always been on my mind, I just thought I'd say it .