I love my son more than anything in this world. I spent the first year of his life with him every single day, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I feel so guilty that I get burnt out and frustrated and exhausted and I feel like I wouldn't feel this way if I had got more help from my husband over the year. It makes me feel guilty that I get burnt out over caring for our son while he was working long days supporting the house. It wasn't my husband's fault most days he would leave before our babe woke up and wouldn't be home til he was in bed. It wasn't his fault that our son stopped taking a bottle when he was about 3 months so he couldn't help with middle of the night feeds or get up with him so I could sleep in a bit.

I feel like such a crappy mom and wife 😔😔