Need to Vent...

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So I’ve been seeing so many random signs of pregnancy popping up not with myself but I see more things about pregnancy and people pregnant and people on my social media who are pregnant and there have been 5 people at my workplace who are now pregnant and I’m started to get so flustered and overwhelmed and honestly just want to cry. I’ve had 2 miscarriages one in the second trimester at 16 weeks and the second one early. It’s been 8 months since the last but all my emotions are hitting me all at once right now and I just want a baby so bad but I’m so freaking terrified!😭