so surprised

I went out last night and had my mom watch my daughter at her house. My daughter hasn’t done well at all when people babysit her and she has bad separation anxiety so I usually had people come to my home to watch her just to maybe help things, but it never worked out and she’d scream the whole time and freak out. My MIL sometimes watches her and SIL but my daughter screams the whole time for them. But last night my daughter was totally fine, didn’t scream at all, she went to bed early and slept until I picked her up.😳 she played with dolls with my sister (she’s 4) and was totally content. She fell asleep easy and everything. I was full of anxiety leaving her and was so stressed but I’m so glad she did good. Hopefully she starts to get better because I never want to leave her. 😩 I try to get out once every few weeks or so for a date night and to get a break, but it’s been rough trying to do that because I get too nervous to leave her and have her frantic the whole time her dad and I are gone.