How can still have feelings for somebody who means you no good?

This past month I finally decided enough was enough. When i sat in my living room and confronted him about talking to other females, it was enough. When he decided to grab me by my hair in front of my youngest daughter, my sister, and pregnant with his son, it was enough.

How can you feel an empty space when it was never fully filled? How can miss someone that made you feel alone?

I’ve never been in this situation or had to face these problems.

The day after we broke up, i got word from multiple people that he and his family were planning on taking me to court for custody or our youngest and unborn. Now I’m stuck with being terrified to let him take her anywhere because he knows he doesn’t have to bring her back.

When does the peace come?