My heart is so heavy

I have tried my best to just bottle up my feelings and keep going. But I am losing the fight with this. It's 2 days before my baby was suppose to be born, but I had to lose my baby at 3 and half months because was found I had an ectopic of the cesarean scar pregnancy. Ugh the pain and all the emotions storming me now is unbearable. Normally, I have been able to push through. But the last couple of days have been brutal. Please pray for me. I feel lost in all this and I feel no one around me understands. Everyone is like oh u can have another. Oh atleast you caught it in time... etc... ugh I just can't 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭