You guys I can’t stop being negative 😭

Gwendolyn • 19 | mommy

I found out I’m pregnant again and won’t even let myself be excited. I’ve cried like 5 times because I’m so worried about miscarrying. I had a missed miscarriage in April and was so sad because I got myself so excited before my first ultrasound. Now I’m 3 weeks 6 days and literally am freaking myself out. I’m cramping which is normal, but my lines are getting lighter, which could be cause I’m drinking soooo much water and tested after peeing so many times today I just seriously don’t know how to calm myself down all I do is sit on my phone and google symptoms and stuff. I seriously pray so many times a day for my baby to stick😒 does anyone else feel like this? None the less praying for everyone’s healthy 9 months and congrats on all the little June babies 💕