Does it make me a bad person to feel sexually unsatisfied?

I feel sexually unsatisfied, I don’t feel like I get enough of anything really. I mean, it’s not like I really get anything in general so like....what am I unsatisfied about? I don’t really know man, I just wish I got a little more, ya know? Something to make me feel excited or like I’m on edge but in a good way. I don’t even know why I bother trying to start something because it almost always ends in me being unsatisfied. I love pleasuring my loves, but I want to feel something as well. I feel bad about it because I know I shouldn’t be pressuring him or forcing him to do things.... but there are times where I catch myself doing it. He’s trying to wait till marriage, I’m not, we both know this but I don’t want to make him do something he’s not ready for