So deflated

Jessica

So I had two positive pregnancy tests in the last 3 weeks, followed by two negatives over the weekend. After a day of being on the phone to doctors and getting emergency bloods, I am not pregnant... I haven't had a period since 12/8. Receptionist at the doctors rang me very bluntly to say " your results are not pregnant and we have cancelled your midwife appointment" very insensitive considering I also suffered a previous miscarriage. No bleeding at all in the last two months, what next :(?!