I’m married and loyal... but fuck I’m like heavily attracted to my friend. It’s one of those things where you know you shouldn’t and it’s forbidden but you desire it and every time you’re around them it’s intoxicating,... I hate it so much. I would never follow through with my thoughts since my marriage is more important and I know it wouldn’t last with my friend (intoxicating attractions never last).. but ugh why.. 😂