I cannot believe I am posting this!!!!! After 2 years of trying for baby #3 I gave up hope and realized it must not be in the cards for our family. Low and behold, tonight, the day before my period was to begin I figured I’ll waste a test (hadn’t in MONTHS) so I could justify a glass of wine...... let’s just say I’ll be donating that bottle to a friend now.

I am excited but scared and still IN SHOCK. Same for my husband. I knew immediately with number two but feel as clueless as I was with my first right now.

Of all the ironies, I had hoped for a June baby last year and we really tried everything to make it happen, who knew we just needed to wait another year.