So before I get in to everything. Mine and my husbands relationship for a long time had seemed like it was very open and honest. Me and my husband both watch porn and such and neither of us mind it.

So the situation is that there have been a few times I have walked in to the bedroom and he's been having his "personal time" but every time it happens he turns off the video and hides himself...at the beginning of our relationship I was like "oh he's shy" or he's embarrassed or you know whatever excuse my mind came up with.

So tonight I offer to help him because I felt horrible for basically cock blocking him ! And when I told him to go a head and put the video back on

he was like "I closed it"

I said "what was it about?"

He said a chick getting a couple cocks in her ass

I said sounds hot I'm sure you can find it again ! And I can help you :)

Ladies this was the most hurtful and painful thing he's ever done to me...he kept himself covered and pulled away from me. I was so upset I just left the room after I told him how weird and sketchy that was.

We just had a baby too recently and so I'm not like all healed up yet so we can't have sex yet and I know he's gotta be getting frustrated. That's why I wanted to help...it was just so weird and I have no idea what to do...

Any helpful advise would be awesome. Because I am honestly feeling totally unwanted right now .