I swear to Chuck I'm going to die from lack of sex. It's been 5 weeks since I've seen him and I'm not sure when we last did it before he left (work). Dry spells aren't bad if he's here to cuddle, grope, and kiss. But this whole complete lack of any physical touch is driving me stir crazy. Can't focus on schoolwork. All I can think about is getting laid 😭😭😭 I've even tried masturbating, which does NOT help. It just makes things worse. He's supposed to be able to come home this weekend and I swear I'm going to throw him on the bed, climb on top, and not climb off before 8pm Sunday.