Need to ventš
Before anything Iām very much aware that this could just be the pregnancy and depression thatās getting in my head BUT...
A few weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, Iām 21 weeks pregnant and I have two kids. My husband is working out of town so itās been difficult and I opened up to my mother and sister in law before even telling my family or my husband about this depression. they were supportive, they told me time after time āyouāre not aloneā āyou can count on usā āweāll do stuff with you and all the kids to get you distractedā they made me feel like I wasnāt alone! So the following week my husbands, brothers wife posts on Snapchat that sheās with my mother and sister in law. Ok thatās fine they went out no big deal. So almost all that week and the next two weeks, including yesterday sheās posting that they are going out to eat, shopping, hanging out at my in laws house during the day, etc. So Iām completely alone with my two kids all day until the weekend when my husband comes down and not one time have they called me to invite me anywhere. My SIL called me one day to ask if we could go pick up a sink she bought once my husband was home I said yes of course she ended up not wanting it and just texted me to forget it and that was the last I heard. I feel hurt that they know my situation, they know last year I almost committed suicide due to having horrible pp depression, I live only about 10 minutes away from them and I donāt have a car to be driving over there. My kids are bored out of their minds being just cooped up in our house all week and Iām obviously not having the best time here either. Itās Not their job to take care of me but my husband canāt be checking on me 24/7 being at work and so far away and he would also feel better if they could include me in their plans once in a while. He spoke to me last night and decided he would come get us this weekend and move with him so he could be closer to me and the kids everyday which made me feel so much better and not as alone but I just am so confused as to why they would tell me left and right that they would take me out and do all this stuff with me and then not include me at least once, i feel left out and kind of heartbroken that I trusted then even before my own family š
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