Day four of postpartum, baby was born Friday 12:03 am my fiancé got 5 days off work.

I’m so happy he goes back tomorrow he’s annoying me more than helping!

Since this is my second and I some what knew what to expect I’ve been managing pretty well, my fiancé’s first and first time around any baby.

He’s a little clueless and I love that he’s willing to help I just have to give him a complete step by step on everything not even baby related stuff just seems like his mind has completely been whipped.. driving me nuts!

I’m in pain as my boobs are massive and engorged simple stuff like warm this rag up for me than he gets side track like come on I’m in pain trying to feed but needed some warmth his excuse because there’s always one “it’s hot and I burned my hand was waiting till they cool off” IF I NEEDED THEM HOT WHY WOULD I WANT THEM TO COOL OFF, as I got up myself to grab them from the microwave. Minor stuff like that drives me crazy I have zero patients already and when I’m in pain totally in the negative side..

I’m trying to figure out if he’s always been clueless and I never realized or I’m just so over everyone at this point.

I love him but good God I want to knock him out already..

So excited for him to be away tomorrow!