Cold Feet

I start my Gonal F injections tonight for my first round of IVF. I know I'm not alone in feeling completely freaked out. All of the sudden this process is just so overwhelming and scary. I think I can get through this part but the 12 weeks of progesterone in oil injections is terrifying. I've been having pregnancy nightmares for the last week. I know this anxiety isn't good, but I'm spiraling out of control.

I'm 42 and have lost all 3 of my natural pregnancies and I want to be a mom. I'm so scared this won't work. I'm not backing out, just need encouragement and support from people who have been there.

Any tips for calming down?