I have herepes 😭

Ok I’m 16 and just found out I have herepes. My bottom lip is covered in cold sores and I have two bumps on my vagina. It hurts like a bitch to pee and honestly I’m so so scared. I am during my first outbreak so I have a fever and all the other flu symtoms. Can someone please try make me feel better about this I’m freaking out :/