I’m sitting in the bathroom crying while my husband and son are downstairs. This year god has tested me and my family. I had a lost in March. 4 weeks. That lead them to find out I had a cyst in my right ovary. Had surgery in late March. Became pregnant in Late May and lost the pregnancy at 7 weeks. Baby’s heart stopped. Had a D&C and now after all the heartache and loss and hopeless I am somehow pregnant? I am shocked. Speechless. Emotional. Happy and very scared. I can’t believe it. I’m staring at these test and just wondering. Hoping that maybe just maybe this is it. Please send your prayers.

Update; God is good. Turning one in one week.