I'm getting tired of doing my best every month and having no positive outcome. Had one miscarriage a few months back. I'm yearning to hold my rainbow baby. To hold and to cuddle. Seeing all these pregnant mothers and mothers with their kiddos breaks my heart.

I so badly want one but at the same time I'm very close to giving up and taking a break. I don't think I'll get to be a mother. 💔👼.