so my bestie and i have been *fake dating* for 1 month now but there’s like real love. i’m straight (i think) or at least a couple months ago i was bi but he’s gay. we make out and stuff but there’s romance there. how do i explain this relationship or how to go on with it? we said a couple months ago we truly had feeling for each other but mine are coming back extremely hard for him. how do i say this and what kind of relationship am i in? i love a gay man!