I was set on keeping the baby

And strongly considering adoption, abortion wasn’t an option for me. Until I told the father who i had been dating for a year and a half and he told me to get an abortion, he wants nothing to do with me, he doesn’t love me, doesn’t want a child out there even if it’s adopted, then he blocked me.

I have no family where I live and no friends, no support system, I’m scared and sad and angry