Please someone help before I fucking to crazy. I can’t stop crying..

For the past few days I have been getting positives- faint but def positive. Waiting a day and a half to test again HOPING to see at least someone progression if not maybe just the same shade of pink.

This was two mornings ago...

this morning was stark white... YES I know- “oooo sorry girl looks like a chemical”.. but omg could I fall over dead right now. Am I being dramatic? SURE. Should I calm down? YEAH. But I need some guidance right now and some nice advice.

I have an appointment on Friday for blood work and I don’t even want to go cause I don’t want someone else telling me I’m not pregnant..

Please.. anyone ever had this and still been pregnant?