Just need some advice..

Tested yesterday morning at 9dpo with a FRER, yes it was super early and quite stupid to use it but I couldn’t help myself.

I tested and there was a VVVVFL.

So yesterday evening I again couldn’t help myself and tested again with an 88¢ cheapie. Again there it was, a VVVVFL. I was hyped, my heart racing thinking this could finally be our time after a very long journey so far. Silly me even scrolled through Pinterest looking at ideas to surprise my husband..

I woke up today thinking “this test is gonna show a slightly darker line” and when I used the test I watched the urine slowly run through the test, and watched the dye run after just desperately thinking it was going to show positive.

But unfortunately there was not a line.

This is the cold reality to TTC.

This is such a heart wrenching journey, but I won’t give up hope.

I have PCOS, and I’m not letting it bring me down.

I just don’t understand how I had those two tests with vvvfl...to today nothing.

Could it be I just tested to early?

Could this be a chemical?😥

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Yesterday PM

This morning AM