I found out i was pregnant on my honeymoon.. we had been trying for almost a year and had just given up hope. We got back and i started bleeding and the next day they told me i’d had a miscarriage. lots of blood work and a really rude lab tech later i ended up at the ER again because my levels weren’t dropping (went from 30 to 36 in a day) (that was after going down from consistent with 6 weeks) they did a vaginal ultrasound and found it was inside a cyst in my ovary. I got the methotrexate injections and i go back tomorrow. i’ve been so sad and not really able to handle much emotionally lately. my husband has been amazing but i’m alone during the day just thinking about it. i had already had a bump and now it’s gone. i know there’s nothing i couldn’t done but it’s just hard.. i don’t even know why i’m posting this.. we’re gonna try again when we can.. i’m just so scared its going to happen again.