Went to see a fertility dr today.,

I was so over whelmed all I could do was think and thinks once I left the office .. what if this or that.. ugh all I know is that I made the biggest worst decision of my life 13 years ago .. getting a tubal ligation !

Now I have to deal with all this crap, of try to have a baby when I was perfectly fine .. ugh Friday I will go to lab corp and get my blood drawn then wait for my period next month to check if my tubal reversal was a success and are open .

Friday will be 1 year since my tubal reversal surgery..