I was with my boyfriend well ex now for the past year and a half. I just found out yesterday he's been cheating on me the entire time. How do you get past that? How do you get past all of the pain & hurt you feel? It wasn't just one or two woman he cheated with... Hand to the Bible he cheated on me with about 20 different women. That's beyond disgusting... Not only are you putting yourself at risk but you're putting my health at risk. Thank God I got tested and everything came back negative... He just had sex with one woman on Friday and he made plans to have sex with a different woman TODAY!!! I just can't even fathom how I feel...

Here I am giving my all to somebody who clearly isn't giving me the same in return. I'm pouring my heart out & trying to find solutions to fix our relationship but obviously this can't be fixed. He made me feel crazy for expressing my feelings. He would always tell me the way I felt was inaccurate and it was bullshit. I saw the signs and chose to ignore them... But your intuition is NEVER wrong! As a woman you just know... I just want to get back to the old me. I feel like I've lost myself in this relationship and I don't know to get myself back. I just want this feeling to go away...