All the feels

I just feel all the emotions this morning for whatever reason. I woke up feeling sad and now I'm just thinking about everything. I'm having my 3rd baby away from family again, I have no girl friends here at all, I had to quit my job so now I have no one to talk to except my husband (hes amazing about it), and I'm just feeling so alone. I'm a military wife so this isnt new to me but it doesnt make it easier either. I dont know why I cant find friends here. I use to be so outgoing and now I feel like a shy shell of a person.