I’m devastated and I feel like a shitty mom

Sooo we paid for an ultrasound at 20 weeks 5 days. They were so sure we were having a girl. Spent 15 mins only looking a gender.

That’s the picture they gave us.

Now at 26 weeks I had an ultrasound and the baby’s leg were all curled up and it was being difficult.

They finally got baby to move and its a boy they think. I think I saw a penis but it could’ve been cord. I’m not a professional. I’m sooo upset and I feel so broken. I feel shitty because I’m upset. I’m just so confused.