4weeks ago or so I’ve had bad itchy. Called my dr thinking maybe some Benadryl or something would help. He got me in the same day to see him. Took blood tests that day and started me on Urso. Ummm ok. Fast forward yesterday, Went in normal OB check. Turns out I’m siting I’m a NST baby looks good and Mama looks good except itching. Dr and I talk and tell

Him my fears. I’ve waited for her for 5 yrs and we r so close. I tell

Him before I leave Thank you Dr. M for reassurance and taking me seriously and making sure she’s ok.

Today I get a call from his office. Debbie can you come in Monday at 1045 for a NST and then we will

Talk about what time to induce on Weds 23rd. It’s safer to be born then to stay in. Of course I will Come in.

I’m a nervous wreck. I know she’ll be 37 weeks and she’s gonna be ok and healthy!! But I feel like my body let her down. It didn’t keep her safe 😭 Maybe, I’m just overreacting with emotions cause Of my hormones.

We r doing the right thing for Kinsley 🥰

Update: Dr called Friday. He wants to see me Monday morning for a NST for baby and induce Weds. my November baby will be an October baby. As long as she’s safe that’s all that matters!