I’m not really sure where to begin, but I guess I’m just looking for support/advice.

before my first son was born (5/5/18), we had a devastating miscarriage. we were both crushed. a year later when we had found out we were pregnant again we were both so scared, what if it happened again? we kept the pregnancy a secret until week 12, but until I held him in my arms I was nervous.

after planning and calculating when to have baby #2, here we are - pregnant again. we are so thrilled, my first born will be 25 months at this baby’s due date. exactly what we hoped for.

I always hoped when we got pregnant again after my son was born the fear of miscarriage wouldn’t be so heavy on me, but it is. I honestly hoped I wouldn’t worry at all.

does this fear ever go away??? I am so afraid to be happy/excited in fear the worst will happen.