Since day 1, I have been nervous about miscarriage. This is my 2nd pregnancy.

Every time that I got an ultrasound, I couldn’t believe that I was actually pregnant. I just knew I was because my boobs hurt and I was nauseous, but the thought of a baby causing this just seemed so unbelievable to me (probably because it’s been 7 years since my last pregnancy)

Anyway, we heard the heartbeat a couple weeks ago but since then, I have had a big battle with severe nausea, vomiting, and a cold or flu. I started with b6 and unisom. When I took that, my breast pain diminished and my nausea was slightly better. During the last few weeks I’ve peed a lot but I felt like I had a uti because of feeling like I had to be, going, but not having that much pee. I always felt the need to GO feeling from my crotch, not necessarily my bladder. I started to think, maybe my body wasn’t handling the change of hormones well and was causing the illusion of arousal. Idk idk what my body was doing. My doctor finally called me yesterday to say my urine cultures came out negative, so no uti.

Anyway, after having a horrible couple weeks of puking just spit and bitter water and sometimes stomach bile, I said enough was enough and finally picked up my prescription for zofran and started taking it.

Since then, I don’t feel like a zombie and I feel like how I was BEFORE I was pregnant.

THIS SCARES ME! I’ve heard too many horror stories of missed miscarriages at my stage and sudden loss of pregnancy symptoms. I’m freaked out. Plus, I’m on the larger side and I’m not sure if my belly is growing or not. I got the bellabeat app but I can’t locate a heartbeat.

My next appt isn’t until the 31st, when I’m 12 weeks. I’m so nervous something is wrong.

Anyone like me?