Okay so tonight I wanted to have sex with my husband so initiated it whatever, we have sex, I didn’t get done, okay whatever no big deal obviously I was a little bit annoyed but didn’t show it. I decided to kinda speak up (politely) & say “baby, I don’t wanna embarrass you or anything but I wish you’d do something after you’re done to help me finish”

WELLLLL...

Thats where shit went really bad really fast. He was like “I dont wanna fucking talk about it I’m not gonna do it, I’m just not” okay so I’m due for period any day now so I’m super emotional & tbh it kinda embarrassed so I started crying (couldn’t help it lol) I laid & cried for a little bit in silence & he said “why the fuck are you crying, go in the bathroom & finish yourself wtf” & I said “well it was embarrassing for me to speak up about it in the first place & then when you say you refuse to do it & belittle me for asking it hurt my feelings & honestly embarrassed me even more” & he said “k well I’m not gonna do it so drop it”. I was still sniffling from being upset & he started screaming at me to “fucking stop” so I got my keys & said I was going for a drive before the situation escalated even more (I can’t go to another room he works on the road & I am with him so we’re in a one room hotel) when I walked out he started banging on the door & when I got home he had locked me out (mind you I’m in town 1,000 miles from home & know nobody) I found a room key in the car so I let myself in & he’s just sound asleep snoring away. So my point of all of this, was I in the wrong for bringing it up? Should I have just kept my mouth shut? I wasn’t trying to fight just trying be open with him & tell him how I felt, maybe I rubbed him the wrong way & should apologize? He did say it was embarrassing for him when I don’t get off... I know this sounds childish & I’m probably acting dumb but needed to get it off my chest.

OHHH & the worst part is, we just got married on Saturday lol.

UPDATE:

So I woke up to this text this morning & we talked about to for a while he said he felt embarrassed & got super defensive, I guess all I can do or forgive & move on.