Broken 😞

My mom passed September 23rd 2017 and I’m still not okay, I feel like I’m worse actually.. this is the lowest I have ever been, I feel like I have no help, I’m sad all around, my life sucks and I always find myself crying almost every other day.. I’m broken from the inside out, I miss her so much, she was my best friend an she left me, nobody understands, no one knows how I feel, I know I have people to talk to but I feel like I don’t, I’m trying to stay strong for my baby but ugh I just need help, I want her back 😢😞💔