Venting🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m due January 6. I sincerely feel that he will come a bit early. Maybe the week of Christmas or last week of December. I’ll be 39 weeks on December 30 and I want to be induced that day. First of all because I’m already so done with pregnancy. And second, that’s my grandmothers birthday that we lost a little over a year ago. It would be so special for our little man to be born that day. Obviously even if I were to be induced that day things may not happen quickly enough and he may come on the 31. Kinda feel horrible for wanting to be induced but at the same time it’s my baby and body. My body hasn’t handled pregnancy very well🙄