Sometimes when I drive home from my boyfriends house at night I sometimes just get a overwhelming feeling to just keep driving a and keep going till I run out of gas and just stay there and just start a new life I’m 18 and still in high school I’m a senior I just was diagnosed with depression after dealing with it for years and just life lately is just overwhelming I just want to run away but not really I just want to be spontaneous and do new things and maybe that’s what I’m missing I’ve always been a free soul and I want to get out and see new things and just explore but what’s really stopping me from leaving besides school and my boyfriend of course I just really really need someone to talk to anyone