Have you ever been still in love with someone else that you’ve separated from ( ex ) and then got into a new relationship and still trying to figure out why you have yet to fall I love in your new relationship. Sometimes I feel like I’m only with him because I have hope that I’ll fall in love with him because he does everything right and he respects me like a woman.

Also I know that when we are in our 20’s and didn’t have a good father figure , it’s basically impossible to know when a good man is standing in front of you ... I just want to love him the way I know he loves me ( it’s clear he loves me more then I do ) . Plenty of married women that I talk to always tell me they didn’t like it love their husband before they got married but eventually they did ... I guess that’s some type of hope , but I know me I will not stand at a alter and say I DO , IF IM NOT IN LOVE 😍

Ps: I took 2 years from dating before I decided to date my new bf .