Hormonal or just a bitch?

So I miscarried at 9.5 weeks earlier this year. Having fertility issues, we were excited to be parents finally. Just to be devastated to find out we miscarried. My mother told me I need to grow up and just deal with it already. That I failed as a person because I couldn’t carry a child to viability. My cousin just lost her baby at 14 weeks and my mom is all “I’m here for you. Let me know if you need anything. I love you honey. Let’s go shopping Saturday”

Maybe it’s because my period is due in a couple days and I am hormonal, but I am pissed. Treat your daughter like shit, but your niece your entire heart.