So I’ll start this out with I recently found out I was pregnant and have been a whirlwind of emotions that I can hardly control.

BUTTTTT....does anyone else just find themselves in the “my SO is cheating on me or going to leave me” mindset? It’s been on my mind for days and I’m basically pacing around wondering if he’s cheating or if he’s stopped loving me.

I’m FULLY aware that this isn’t a healthy mindset to be in, I don’t wanna be in it but GOD IM WORRIED. It could just be hormones. Or maybe (and I thought I was completely in a good mindset before), I’m just in that head space of I don’t deserve this absolutely gorgeous man I’m with.

And just to preface, nothing on his phone has ever made me raise an eyebrow, none of his actions, nothing like that.

So is this just a wild pregnancy anxiety? Is it just realistic for this time period? I don’t know. Just help me out ladies.