Hi all,

We've been ttc for 2 years and seeing a specialist now, and I'm scared of the results..

I'm scared for when she finds what caused us to not fall pregnant yet..

But when I think about it.. I'm more scared for when she doesn't find anything that would be holding us back..

Or should I be scared she finds something unfixable?

1 thing we know for sure, I have no cysts in my ovaries and my eggs grow (as 2 seperate gyn's have confirmed they've seen one prepare)

My SO is scared too.. He's scared that if there are serious things preventing us to have babies, especially sperm-related..

I might leave him..

And I can't lie about it.. I think I might..

He's let me know a few times that he doesn't feel very comfortable with some of the fertility procedures and so we won't be doing sperm donors or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> is not even certain..

Oh I forgot to add: he also doesn't want to ttc for too long because he's already 41..

So if I do want a baby and he calls quits I've got 2 options.. Give up my baby dreams or leave him..