crazy anxiety waiting for period

anybody else get anxious waiting for their period to come??? i have been safe every time i’ve had sex but i know they are not always 100% effective. i also know that the chances of me getting pregnant after using a condom is veryyyyyy low. yet i still get anxiety when my period is even a day late. granted my period sometimes come a few days early, sometimes on time, sometimes late.... yet every single time it is late i start time planning and calculating my future with a baby. 💀 tell me i’m not crazy