Okay ladies. Please no judgement on this but I wanted to know if anyone else feels the same.

I’ll be 8 weeks on Monday and am over the moon excited. This has been something I’ve wanted for so long. However, idk if anyone feels this way, but when the weekend comes, I almost do not feel like myself. I wasn’t a huge drinker before getting pregnant but I enjoyed drinking socially and hanging with friends. Now, especially since no one knows, I feel like I have to retrain my brain into finding new fun things to do. When my husband and I go and meet friends at a restaurant or bar, I find myself not wanting to because I don’t like not being the only one not drinking. DO NOT get me wrong. I’d never drink again if it meant being able to be a mom. This has been something I’ve wanted my entire life and worked really hard for this past year. I’m just saying it takes an adjustment. Especially in the first trimester when you just wanna sleep and not have to hide it from everyone. Hope this makes sense! Just wanted to see if anyone else feels the same.