Not trying to be insensitive but.....

Am I the only one longing for this pregnancy to be over? I haven’t been myself since finding out I’m pregnant and to be honest some days I actually lay in bed and cry...I love this baby more than anything in this world but I absolutely hate what’s happening to my body...im due February 26th but I keep hoping and praying that he comes early...well not too early but early enough where his health and survival won’t be at risk...I think he may be my only biological child as I don’t know if I can do this again...my mom had nine kids and for the life of me I can’t figure out how she did it.... I want a daughter but I really believe I’ll adopt her...I can’t do pregnancy again.... I just can’t