At this exact time last year I was pregnant and lost that baby in December at 13 weeks. I’m now 4 weeks out from my induction date and I feel like I’m having such severe anxiety about something happening to the baby I can’t control it. It’s like it’s so hard to imagine the baby actually safely getting here. I also haven’t had the easiest pregnancy. First a hematoma then velamentous cord insertion then gestational diabetes. I don’t know what to do to relax or stop the feeling of dread I’m having. And I’m sure it has to do with the time of year stirring up thoughts about the last pregnancy. Im at the doctor weekly at this point but I almost feel like it’s not enough to give me peace of mind. I keep fearing someone will miss something including myself. And I don’t know how to make the anxiety stop.