I dont really know what the point of this post is, I guess I just need to write how I'm feeling down.

After 3 years of unprotected sex, using apps and peeing on sticks to see a BFN every month I have truly given up. If neither of us have health issues or fertility issues why is it just so hard and not happening!

I've become bitter and my first reaction to seeing a social media post of another baby on the way from friends, family or random people is to cry and be like URGH instead of saying congratulations.

Depression has hit and I want to lock myself up, hide and never come out.