Need a pep talk

unicorn

Hello

Married and ttc since 5 yrs

Have had two miscarriages both times a week after i found out i was pregnant i ended up miscarrying. Frst pregnancy was aftr clomid and second after <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>

I tried again this cycle

Im cd 24 today

But i hav been spotting since 2 days before my predicted ovulation

It started after we BD and i went to wipe myself found some pinkish blood and later had pain in vagina and cervix, he had cum quite deep and i had pain at tht time so i figured my cervix is injured thts wht caused the bleed, the next day we took a gap though i continued to spot light wen i go to pee, then it reduced the day after and then stopped by afternoon, which was my predicted ovulation day and we did the deed, didnt have any spotting tht time

Couple hrs later i went to the mall and though i walked slow and tried nt to walk much cz i startd to feel heaviness in my lower abdomen and extreme fatigue i ended up spotting dark brown this time. And i had pain in my right side almost in the renal area going to my back

We came home and i slept

The next day i stil had the pain and spotting that had increased bt stil didnt require a pad. Was even havng a tiny amall clot bt i rested and then the pain suddenly stopped by night i figured its me ovulating and its ovulation pain

The next day spotting markedly reduced bt stil there, now im literally spotting for 5-6 days

Home Pregnancy test taken before 5 days was negative as expected because i hadnt even ovulated yet bt i just wanted to be sure in any case

I dnt knw why m spotting till now sometimes i thnk periods are coming bt spotting started 5 days back and tht time i was only about 2 weeks past my last period so i told my self its related to ovulation

I did hav a spike of temp in my bbt 2 days bak

Wen i walk i start to get pain in my right side but mainly upper right not pelvic, like below the liver lol

Also i hav deep chest pain like between my breasts, like as though the rib cage hurts, breasts are not tender

I feel so depressed

I feel im not gonna b pregnant again

I just want to cry

I dnt knw why m spotting

I had logged evthg and was even havng sex in my fertile window and just a day or two before ovulation i startd spotting

And its been 5 days now

And this chest pain and right abdomen pain i dont knw wht to make out of all of this

I keep hoping to b pregnant

Im so ridiculous