Possibly pregnant again? Advice

jennifer

So I had my first son august 6th. Me and my husband waited 6 weeks to have sex again like recommended. I've already had my first period since giving birth. I've ordered birth control, just waiting for it to come in. But me and my s/o decided to have unprotected sex multiple times throughout the month, even when I was ovulating according to glo. My period is supposed to start in 7 days and I'm terrified that it's not going to come. I feel like it's probably too soon for symptoms since with my first, morning sickness didnt start till about 2 months in but I'm feeling nauseous, my nose is going all wack (picking up on certain smells no one else can smell till they get closer to the source) about 3 or 4 days ago, I started cramping alittle. Every sign points to possible pregnant again. Like I have a feeling I could be pregnant again but also dont want it to all be in my head. Dont get me wrong, I would love to have another baby but not this soon. My son is only 2 months 3 weeks. I want to test but I dont at the same time. My s/o seems not to care if I get pregnant again either because during the day we will talk each other up so were really ready to do the do and the past week or so he keeps saying were gonna make a baby. Yesterday morning we took a shower and he put his hands on my stomach and said Carter (my son) is gonna be a big brother. Idk how I feel about it though. Idk if I want another baby right now. I want to test but I dont want to know the answer because I dont want to be pregnant again but a part of me Hope's I am