Bigger girl and I’m afraid to do cow girl

Vanessa

I’m two months post partum and 30lbs close to my pregnancy weight .. I lost 38lbs so far btw

My husband loves my body but I feel too scared to ride because my weight ... will it hurt him? Am I too heavy ? Any tips on how to ride being a curvier girl ? Hellpppppp I want to ride my husband so bad 😭😭😭😭😭