Feels like I've been pregnant for almost a year...

Da

I found out I was pregnant with our second baby last December. I miscarried around 8 weeks in February. Then, I got pregnant in April after one cycle. I miscarried again, this time at 18 weeks in July. Then I got pregnant again 2 cycles after induction/d&c, but ended up having a chemical pregnancy at the beginning of this month. I just want our little man to have a sibling--he'll be 2 in January, and I feel like the gap just keeps getting bigger and soon they will be too far apart to be close friends. 😭

To add to that, I keep having dreams of being back in the hospital having a D&C 😣

Currently in the 2 week wait. I'm ready for November to get here so I can find out if I'm pregnant for the 5th time to finally have our 2nd baby. 🙏🏻🙏🏻