It finally happened! I’ve been waiting for this moment for a year. I got the positive pregnancy test I’ve been hoping for. It should be such an exciting time. But all I can think about is last time. Last time, when I got that positive and a few days later it was gone just like that. It started with cramping and then bleeding and just like that all my hopes and dreams for that tiny little baby were gone. Now I’m here again! Every cramp sends my anxiety through the roof. But for now I cherish each day and pray that I get to see this pregnancy through.