Pissed off at my own body (rant)

Turtle

I don't know where else I can rant about something like this so imma do it here. I am so fed up with my body. I just masturbated for 2 hours straight until I was sweaty, exhausted and my hand/leg were cramping up and still didn't orgasm. I'm not gonna lie, when I finally gave up I may have shed a tear or two. It's honestly taking a toll on me stress wise and it makes me mad at myself for being this way. This is total bs man and I hate I was stuck with this body for my ENTIRE life. For all you ladies that can orgasm in 30 minutes or less count yourselves as blessed.